Tax Office

 You need a more suitable job, focus on that, go to gym get back to your post and go on in cycle.

 Don't you offer any kind of help, even if you know you could do it for sure. 

 One day that way other is different. I can't know any shit for sure.  

 Finally i made up my mind: FUCK THEM SIDEWAYS!  Love her; definetely, but in the end i love myself more. I don't wanna be hospitalized.

 Who do they think they are? One is kinda bossing around me other acts like i'm not in the room, both can go to hell. I was blinded by love i guess, both are pieces of crap. God gave me patience i pray or else they gonna get it.  Both won't understand this language thank God for that. One is looking thought and can't understand that, aasking me what am i doing. Praise the Lord only i know this language. Her father is teaching this language still she don't have the knowledge or she says so. Maybe she too is fucking around, will stab me in the back, after what he had done, can't be sure around this hypocritical fucks.

  I guess i made my choise today, i have chosen "not to be". God would make her hurt more than myself.

 Today i heard my own name from her tongue for the first time in monts! Sometings changing for the better but is it too late, ican't answer straight.

 Today was another day. Someone has the need to tell me that he wasn't knocked me out, did i believe him? NO. He said that i knew that he wouldn't do that kind of scum than again he was the one who make me believe that he was not in a relationship with the girl that i love.  Why do i still have feelings for her, love doesn't make any sense indeed.

 Keep your friends close, keep your enemies closer. They've been keeping much closer today, even an outsider noticed that fact. I guess clouds will be cleared in the following days, i will make sure who's who. Maybe i'm small potato but GOD is great, GOD would hurt the ones that hurt me.

 I think my eyes fully opened but than again it was me who think he is smarter than them. They still have the suprise element. Faces smile to me, good words spoken to me but i don't know whats underneath. I don't trust them nor have a piece of sympathy (even for her, she has drained all i have felt, well not just felt to be honest, still have feelings towards her but i love myself far more than her)

 A new dawn has arrived. It seems that it had been going on for so long, it's just i have noticed today. I've been on some silly thougts to keep my eyes closed to surroundings. It has been told i'm on icy road, i guess some one or two are waiting for me to slip. I've been threatened very clearly by my manager. He used someting far less important to excuse his threat. There will be backlash to this, if not by me by god.