Tax Office

 Chips are down again, started smoking stopped working out. Like i'm the enemy of myself. I'm surrounded by full of shit people, gossiping, lying, back stabbing, heart breaking... Worst part i have to see them everyday.  Bastards everywhere, may the God save me.

I'm in bad shape, why i'm in bad shape i don't really know. I want to smoke badly,  why am i doing this to myself? Why i am stuck on the recent events, why should or how should i still care about her? There is a girl at random picking she picked me and i don't even feel good there. Maybe it is a normal reaction, maybe soul wants to be feel sad sometimes.

 I'm unrestless at this time and place. There is no doubt about it because i didn't drink or smoke for years now i'm doing both. There should be a God's will in this matter (unrestless i'm suffering). Long time i focus on the cover. There is much more behind the veil. 

What have i done?  Suffer for a mental skank. Surely waste of time. Rumors are not only rumors, some of it sure to be true. She is mental and he is a punk. Match made in heaven... 

 You need a more suitable job, focus on that, go to gym get back to your post and go on in cycle.

 Don't you offer any kind of help, even if you know you could do it for sure. 

 One day that way other is different. I can't know any shit for sure.